What keeps me going.

Often i have been found wanting in terms of my faith. I almost fell on several ocasions because things weren't going acording to plan. I have heartbroken many times. My heart have been shredded and when such situations come, you always want to make a decision, to quit or suicide. Its very easy for these thoughts to be thrown your way. It has been very hard for over the past few years but have kept my head high cause the bible says all things work for good to those that love the Lord and who called according to His purpose. I do believe God have purpose for my life even if things go wrong or there is no evidents of what i am supose to do. For God says my ways are not His ways, His thoughts are not my thoughts. God is omniscient people. He knows everything about me, where i am going, how i am supoz to get there. Its a shame that everyday we pretend to know where we are going yet we are deceiving ourselves. The problems lies to the fact that we want things which we can see with our own eyes. God works with faith and not with what we see. God is spirit and if we are to understand where we are going we need to be spiritual as wel. Nomatter how many times i fall, He lifts me again. He makes me stand tall. Every single thing that hapens to me its not a coincidence but my God is in control. Even when i wanted to sin God would do something that i would not fall. He protects me even from my own choices. He knows all the ways i wil take. Though i wil not take His mercy for granded. He loves. He cares for me. Many times i have felt as if i am cursed cause everything i try to do fails. Every company i have worked for went under. I have planned, strategezed, researchd bt stil things dont move. Bt i know that one day, one day. Yes i will seat with kings and queens cause i serve an owesome God. I am not cursed but am blessd. I wil continue to press on until i get hold of that which God have promised. Dont give up cause God loves you and He sees what you ar going through. He says in job He never withdraws His eyes upon the righteous. Yes you because He died for your soul. Press on, dont give up.

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